Rabyd Theologian 3.0? Really?

OK.  I am sitting around on my birthday a few days ago and wondered what has been agonizing my soul of late.  I have felt something has been out of sorts for a while now and it had nothing to do with the church, work or otherwise.  All of those thing have been OK for the most part.  Something was simply out of balance and I couldn't put my finger on it.

Something happened on my missions trip to Romania and to be quite honest I could not figure it out.  I simply stopped being inspired to write anything.  There was simply too much to digest from my trip and I think my mind and heart got log jammed.  Inspiration and desire simply stopped.  I am not sure that was a bad thing. 

At the time, I had purchased two URLs, one for the Rabyd Theologian 2.0 and the other for Open Theism.  Odd thing, I began to move from writing because I loved it into this world where I was trying to make money with it and BAM!!!, nothing.  I am pretty sure with me now that pressure of this kind leads to the well drying up a little.  I am no longer trying to make this my lifeblood source of income, but enough to justify the time spent would be nice.

Back to the missions trip, ever have one of those events in your life that make you think hard for a long time?  That trip to Romania did it for me.  I simply can't express the feelings and lessons in words.  There is a far larger world out there for me now and yet smaller too.  My theology and its direction needed a little bit of an overhaul.

Then came the angst.  Angst is a great German word that deals with the great unsettled feeling we have when facing the unknown within us.  I need to write again to let it out.

Why not just pick up the old Rabyd Theologian 2.0?  Because I simply feel it is time for a fresh start.  Don't worry though, I will probably transfer everything over here eventually, but I want to edit and relabel each post.  Some stuff will probably get dropped for simply being B.S. posts or rambling junk.  Patience please.  This time I want to do it right and leave nothing unfinished, except maybe the last series or post I do.

Blessings and Welcome to the Rabyd Theologian 3.0